kaminey!
i am arrogant, and pride is one of the seven deadly sins. tactlessness, though not officially in the list, is another deadly baby. i am being punished for that. that is just.
i am proud and stupid and tactless. and this world is full of opportunistic, two-faced, hypocritical, dirty, rotten scoundrels. and i just left it wide open for them. its a lesson that could only be learnt the hard way. i am glad i learnt it. whatever humiliation i have to bear is a necessary consequence of my folly, my rashness...
what i cannot accept with good grace, is that people i love and respect A LOT are stuck in this ugly morass because of my utter stupidity.
and in some tiny, almost imperceptible way, i know that i have failed them.
what is appalling though is the triviality and pettiness of it all...
i am proud and stupid and tactless. and this world is full of opportunistic, two-faced, hypocritical, dirty, rotten scoundrels. and i just left it wide open for them. its a lesson that could only be learnt the hard way. i am glad i learnt it. whatever humiliation i have to bear is a necessary consequence of my folly, my rashness...
what i cannot accept with good grace, is that people i love and respect A LOT are stuck in this ugly morass because of my utter stupidity.
and in some tiny, almost imperceptible way, i know that i have failed them.
what is appalling though is the triviality and pettiness of it all...
posted by mojo at 11:23 AM
5 Comments:
it is my fucking stupidity, not yours.
do not take upon yourself what you are not responsible for. For me, its not just those two people I am feeling awful about. I am also feeling awful about landing a friend in bad shit.
Etao toh public domain. Ekhane abar kichhu hobe na toh? Or probably ami overtly cautious hoye gechhi.
And what a just title. Charlie boy said it right, didn't he? :)
yeh faali duniya kitni harramzadi hai, aur tum faale kutte kitne kaminey ho!! :P
@nandita: i sparked it off. there was no need.
Damn....kinda cold....
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